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Once upon a time, my life was good. I had a family, I had a girlfriend, and hopes for the future. That was long ago, but I recall it. A hazy dream of what might have been. That's vanished now. I lost everything. Life f--ked me over, and now I'm frightened of my very own damn shadow. I'm training to be a tattoo musician, but I wager I'm inadequate. I have a roofing over my mind, but each morning I'm frightened shitless that I'll find myself on the street again - or worse, back prison. And each and every time a pretty girl talks about me, every single f--king time, I know I cannot be with her. Not merely because she'll find out I'm an ex-con and run the other way, no. It's more than that. I just can't. The idea of anyone touching me, the idea of getting aroused from that touch brings back every damn problem from my past to swallow me complete. Can't f--king take action. Not even whether it's the prettiest girl on the planet - Cassie. With her long blond scalp and her attractive tits, her brief skirts and high heel shoes, she's all my fantasies rolled into one. See, the fact she kissed one of my buddies? That's good. The actual fact she talks about me like I'm a bug under her footwear? Even better. Because it means she's not interested in getting hot and sweaty with me and that I could keep living that illusion. The illusion that she desires to be with me in so far as i desire to be with her - even though I know it'll never happen. Alert: If you have issues reading about mistreatment (physical or mental) then please DO NOT listen to this booklet. 18+ for intimate content, vocabulary, and violence.
