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Ever, These letters are often all of that get me through week to week. Even if it's just random stuff, nothing at all important, they're important if you ask me. Gramps is excellent, and I love focusing on the ranch. But...I'm lonely. Personally i think disconnected, like I'm no one, like I don't belong anywhere. Like I'm just here until another thing happens. I don't even know what I want with my future. However your letters, they make me feel linked to something, to someone. I had developed a crush you, whenever we first met. I thought you were beautiful. So beautiful. It was hard to think about other things. Then camp finished and we never got together, and now all I've of you is these letters. S**t. I simply told you I've a crush you. HAD. Got a crush. Uncertain what is any further. A letter-crush? A literary love? That's stupid. Sorry. I simply have this rule with myself that we never dispose of what I write and I usually send it, so preferably this won't weird you out too much. I had developed a dream of you, too. Same kind of thing. Us, in the darkness, along. Just us. And it was as if you said, a recollection turned into a desire, but a recollection of something that's never occurred, but in the desire it experienced so real, and it was more, I don't even understand, more RIGHT than anything I've ever experienced, in life or in dreams. I think about what this means that people both acquired the same dream of each other. Maybe nothing at all, maybe everything. You notify me.Cade
