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Married to an attractive, funny, courageous FDNY firefighter, mom of their toddler sons, and fulfilling her profession dreams as a rn, VinnieCarla Agnello realized her family was lucky, blessed. That's, until the night of Sept 11, 2001, when the phone call came from the firehouse: Joseph Agnello was lacking. In the World Trade Middle, he was a first responder, but even his best ally from Ladder 118 was not hopeful. Out of the blue, VinnieCarla's happy life was unraveling and she was powerless to avoid it from taking place. Reflecting on her behalf premonition from three weeks before, then the visitation from her dead father on Sept 10th, these occurrences melted in to the surreal crisis that was now her life. Each day, a fresh test of her trust in God gone beyond what she thought possible. Was God hearing her prayers? How could God take a loving spouse and wonderful dad away? Why was some of this taking place? The afterlife indications unveiled in this history impress the most hardened skeptics. Out of the Blue captures the messy and the sublime interpretation of redefining life in the wake of any traumatic loss. Advised with honesty and humor, the writer navigates the emotional minefields of grief, raising her sons alone, the 9/11 Settlement Fund, PTSD, the power of prayer, gender, struggles of going back to work, community support, depressive disorder, acceptance, and moving forward. Attracting on love, intuition, and therapeutic practices, the writer gathers the impressive threads of coincidence and weaves them into our collective ethnical tapestry of 9/11, recovery, desire, and living life in today's moment: the only real moment that counts.
