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"The first chance I got, I purchased my initial carrier of crystal methamphetamine... A monster was born. Try as I would, there is simply no way for me to minimize the impact with which crystal meth slammed into my entire life, at least not without straying not very true. It was like throwing a forty-pound sledge hammer though a dish glass window. What a cunning thing this is that lived inside of me. How may i ever desire to win against it? My good motives meant nothing at all what I lacked was vitality." Meth Monster is the autobiographical history of one gay BLACK man's personal journey to beliefs and deliverance from drugs and alcohol, and specifically from the scourge of crystal methamphetamine. The writer takes his viewers through his troubled early on years in Indiana, hustling on the avenues of Hollywood, and coping drugs in the Tenderloin area of San Francisco. Blaine boldly examines his personal demons from the time they take up dwelling in his unconscious and through their horrific and damaging manifestations. After numerous trips to jails, prisons and rehab, and after finally confronting his obsession, his sexuality, Helps and a destroyed spirit, finally he sees redemption, curing and forgiveness through the grace and mercy on the Living God.
