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In Porn Memoir: A Memoir, Josh Sabarra throws open up the proverbial wardrobe - and bedroom - entrances, taking listeners over a Hollywood thrill-ride through growing up, developing, coming old and lastly finding himself at 40. Despite being a high-level entertainment exec, Josh was still a virgin at 31. Unpleasant in his own pores and skin, haunted by unpleasant childhood recollections, he stored laser-focused on building an unrivaled career trajectory at the expense of his personal life. Tormented by schoolmates for being "different," Josh clung to his aberrantly close human relationships with a tiny group of adult females. But, despite having that support, the pity and contempt that grew from his sexuality locked him in a prison of self-hate that robbed him of an emotional and sexual id for more than three ages. Movie studio jobs, by which he met superstar idols, led to friendships and human relationships with a few of the industry's perhaps most obviously character types. Those intimacies created a phony sense of acceptance and approval, needing that he continue to the stakes - superstar fans, the crazy world of online dating, sexual fetishists and porn stars-for-hire. The homosexual best friend you always required, Josh Sabarra gives a whip-smart, poignant memoir establish against a glittering backdrop that is at once heartbreaking, attractive, hot and hilariously genuine.